GUESS WHAT i'm 40 today!!!!
(So this was written for my 40th Birthday about a week ahead and it was planned to be posted on my 40th birthday...my brother wasn't even sick when I wrote this buuuuuut as you all know, things very quickly changed!!! So everything that is written is written the same way I wrote it before my brother's deaths so I actually can't even remember everything I wrote but I wanted to go ahead and post it now...John would want me to move forward and keep celebrating life!!!)
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Soooooooo 40 things about ME!!!
1. What's my favorite thing about myself?
My personality!!!
I really, truly, just LOVE, love, LOOOOOVE, being ME!!!
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2. What's my least favorite thing about myself? Ummmm... Idk...maybe being scatter-brained! Getting lost in my imagination...like crying over a non existent death...lol...over thinking stuff!!!
3. What's my favorite physical feature? My eyes or smile or my hair- Ok pick one, MY EYES!
4. What's my least favorite physical feature? Probably my teeth
5. What stresses me out the most? People's emotions...I'm a very happy-fun-loving-easy-going kind of person. But I'm also a pretty empathetic person so I tend to take on what others are feeling- If someone has bad self-esteem I want to change that because it bothers me so much that they would feel bad about themselves or like if someone is sad or depressed or in a bad mood it makes my emotions all uh emotional...if that makes sense!!! LOL Buuuuut only if it's someone that I'm really close too!!! Otherwise I really don't get stressed to much...kinda weird that people's stress, stresses me! LOL
6. Am I introvert or extrovert? I am ambiviant! That means I'm both! I love people and am outgoing, buuuut I also enjoy being by myself, I never really get lonely and actually need to get away and just be with me sometimes too. I mean, that's how writers are...we kinda got be in our own little world...Hee, hee!!!
7. What's my least favorite school subject? Math!!!
8. What's my biggest weakness? SHOPPING...If you consider that a BAD THING...otherwise...it could be a STRENGTH!!! ;))))
9. What is my talent? Writing!!! and Probably storytelling and speaking...which are actually all forms of writing, they just come forth in different ways!
10. How do I show someone that I love them? Hmmm either through gifts or spending time with them! No probably by spending time! Quality time! IF I want to hang out with you instead of myself, I probably love you!!! Hee, hee!!!!
11. Is it a bigger deal for me to say I love you or for me to say I miss you? I Miss you!!! you see, I'm a very loving person, and I could just about tell anyone that I love them, and truly mean it...I DO!!! Buuuuuut I don't like to say anything that's NOT true, like fake sayings, sooooooo to say I miss you to someone, I mean, I could love you buuuuuuut, that doesn't mean I actually mind being away from you, buuuuut IF I miss you, well, that means I ACTUALLY MISS being with you...make sense??? Buuuuuut I can't just go around continuously telling everyone male or female that I love them AHAHAHA!!! It's not always appropriate to say I love you, yet, I can't say the more acceptable thing UNLESS I actually feel it...otherwise I'd be lying!!! LOL
12. Do I make my bed in the morning? YES!!! I really do!!!! Except I didn't a few days last week cuz I was sick and in bed most of the day, buuuuuuuuut usually I DO!!!
13. Is my car clean? Depends...buuuut I keep it cleaner that I used too!!!
14. My first word was? FLOWER (According to my mom, I don't actually remember!!!;)
15. What are my two favorite scents? Roses and orange blossoms
16.Favorite scripture?
To live by: John 13:35
God's awesomeness: John 21:25
When doubts creep in: Psalm 18:30
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