Saturday, October 31, 2009

Just being a blessing...♥God ;)

My Holy Ghost party costume for this year...
I came as a present...
But NOT just any present!!!

I came as God's gift to men!!!


I rEaLly think I shoulda won the costume award...

BUT I let the kid's get it!!!

To: Godly, single, Apostolic young men


So my costume was totally inspired from the ladies of legacy class at the bible college on Monday nights.
One of the teachers taught several weeks ago and she said, THAT...
A Godly woman is VERY attractive to Godly men!!!AND she said that her pastor was saying that it is VERY refreshing to actually be able to look at beautiful woman because she is dressed modest!
Can I get a woot, woot ladies?!?!
So remember girls, when we get ALL dressed up, lookin good and modest, we are NOT being prisses...we're JUST BEING A BLESSING!!! So I think I have a NEW calling in life...SIGH...It's hard but ya know, someone's GOTTA have the job of LOOKIN GOOD!!!
What can I say...
I LOVE being a blessing!!! ;)

Thursday, October 29, 2009


Does this look FAMILIAR?!?!?
Well...ummm...I didn't mean too...
BUT heeeeeeey did you hear about?!?!

Monday, October 26, 2009

Challenge to myself!!!

I decided to challenge myself on something. I just read this radical stewardship article below. You can read it if you want, but the basic jist of it is that a 24-year-old girl named Jennifer, who LOVED to shop decided to give up shopping FOR A YEAR!!! OMW!!! She learned to just live with what she had and made it JUST FINE!!!
So I don't think I could do that for a WHOLE year, and to be honest I don't think its really an issue with me. I mean of ya don't have any money to spend, ya don't have any moned to spend...LOL!!! BUT I thought what can I challenge myself with? And we all have SOMETHING that we like to do. FOR ME ITS EMAILING!!! ;)
So I decided to challenge myself and FOR a whole week NOT send out ANY emails!!! But its JUST emails I am not doing, and that includes REPLYS AND REPLY ALLs!!! AAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Oh but I am still gonna be blogging so don't worry you can still get your daily dose of Mary here! ;)
Soooooooooo I am GONNA try and do it!!! Think I can?!?! LOL
I CAN!!! =)

Jennifer's Protest
Family Life Communications***
A year ago my 24-year-old daughter decided to stop buying clothes for a year. Really. How did she do? I'm glad to say Jennifer not only survived - but she thrived. Why did she do it? It was a protest, she said, against her personal materialism, which manifested itself in her weakness for buying clothes she simply didn't need. She said it was really difficult at times, especially since she and all her girlfriends love to shop. But resisting the impulse to buy those clothes taught her that she could be completely satisfied with what she already has. So, now that her year has ended, will she go on a big shopping binge to celebrate? Nope...Jennifer says she'll continue to be radical about how she uses her money, and maintain her commitment not to spend needlessly. I'm proud of her...and challenged by her example. I know I have some
personal materialism I can protest against. Do you?

Sunday, October 25, 2009

wIeRd bUt cOoL!!!

She has dark brown hair.

I have a light brown hair/blond highlights

She has big, dark brown eyes.

I have light blue eyes.

She has carmel skin coloring.

I'm a Vanilla girl.


My sister and I have NEVER really looked alike. Especially in our complexions and coloring of hair, eyes and skin. We are just kinda opposites. In highschool we had a math class together and no one even knew that we were sister. About halfway through the semester the teacher said something about the Ginty girls and everyone was like WHAT?!?! You guys are sisters?!?! We just thought you were really good friends that sat by each other. So we were just like yeah we're sisters...And they were like HOW?!?! I was like ummm...IDK!!! LOL Soooooooooo then they were like WELL do you guys have the same dad?!We are like YES!!!
So they are like WELL then HOW CAN you guys look SO different?!?
Its kinda simple... She looks like my mom who is Italian... And I look like my dad who is IRISH THEY WERE LIKE OOOOOOOO!!!

Now take a look at my sister and her daughter Marry Joe...

They look SOOOOOOOO much alike!!!
They both have chestnut brown hair.
They both have BIG, dark brown eyes.
They both have that perfectly tanned carmel skin coloring.
Its pretty normal for a mom and her daughter to look alike right?!
But you know whats so cRaZy wIeRd about that?!
Marry Joe is ADOPTED!!!

My sister looks more like her adopted daughter
than her own blood sister.
That is sooo AMAZING to me!!
Only God ...
...could do something THAT wierd,
BUT that COOL!!! :)

Saturday, October 24, 2009


Here is my little neice Marry Joe.
Ain't she just BEAUTIFUL?!?!
She brightens our home with her giggles and chatter!!!

Thursday, October 22, 2009


This is a WARNING!!!
I passed my driving test!!! OMW!!!
I can't believe it!!!
Ten years behind MOST people...
SOOOOO Monday was the big day for me!
I got picked up at 9 am by my driving instructor.
It wasn't until I got out to the car that I realized,
LIKE OMW, I am driving with some man...LOL!!!
Soooooooooooo as I am backing out of the driveway and down the street and he IMMEDIATLEY starts talking to me. "So, who's Mustang is that?!" I am like HUH?! I mean I am just focusing on my foot moving from the gas to the break AND HE WANTS TO TALK?!?!? LOL So I am like Ummmmm.... uh Mustang?!....ummmm...TOTAL blank....OH! THE MUSTANG!!! Thats my brother's, he is SUPPOSED to be restoring it or something!!! (EVERY male that comes near our house asks about that STUPID car!!!)
Soooo we just keep driving and he is like TRYING to make convo with me and I am like NOT trying to be rude BUT, I can't talk AND LEARN how to drive at the same time!!! LOL So after an hour or so we go to an EMPTY parking lot to learn how to park.
So as we are LEARNING how to paralel park, he is like, sooooooo you really waited a while to learn how to drive!!! (LIKE DUH!) I am like yea... He is like WHY? I am like CAUSE I AM SCARED!!! HAHAHA!!! So then he starts telling me another story...I am like HALFWAY into a paralell parking and he is like....
Yeah, soooo I used to ride the bus, but MAN there are some weirdos on there!!! I am like, yeah...LOL He is like I even got my life threatened one time- NOW I am like TOTALLY rolling my eyes (In my head) cause this reminds me of someone I know. He continues, some guy told me he was gonna just KILL me!! He is like. It was this BIG TALL black man!(And now I am thinkin in my head, OMW! I wonder if he was cute?!?!) He is like soooo I cailled the police...blah, blah, blah!!!
Now he is like, Okay are you familiar with the west side of town? I am like NOPE!!! He is like, Okaaay well we gotta get you on the freeway and we will just take the 101 all the way around and drive for several hours. So we start out in Glendale,,.
We get on the 101 and the first thing I see is GCC and I am like thinking...HEEEEY FAITH!!! I wish I could text her and stop and say hi. We keep driving and now I am getting relaxed so I start talking to him. (LOL) I'm like advising him NOT to grow his hair out and we are talking about being THE MIDDLE CHILD and having gray hair...LOL
Now we drive past Peoria, then Cave Creek-thats where I grew up, Scottsdale- our church, I see SCC and think HI Sis. Margie! Hi Shannon! Tempe-ASU- HEEEY ROMO! Heeey PAul! Heeey Jonathon!!! Somehow we end up by Last Chance and I am like OMW! I wonder if Alyssa and Cara are here!?!?! (That store is GHETTO!)
Finally we are back in Glendale!!! Time for THE TEST!!! SOOOOO I do practically PERFECT!!! PASSED WITH A 94%!!!! WOOOHOOO!!! Soooooooooo yeah, I basically learned how to drive in SIX HOURS!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
TONIGHT was a big night though for me!!! I think even BIGGER than taking my actual driver's test!!! I was driving with MY MOM!!! OMW!!! She is like so scary to drive with cause she like SCREAMS at you!!!! Slow down! Slow down! Slow down!!! And that kinda stuff just FREAKS me out!!!
So we get in the car and I IMMEDIATLEY put my seatbelt on! My sister is like, YOUR PUTTING YOUR SEATBELT ON?!?!?! You NEVER do!!! I was like uh, YEAH!!! I am DRIVING with myself, YOU BETTER BELIEVE I'm putting this thing on!!!
So as I start driving I am expecting my mom to just start YELLING at me like she did the first time she rode with my three brothers and sister!!! BUT she doesn't hardly!!! Instead SHE IS LIKE LAUGHING!!! SHE is laughing soooooo hard she can't even breath and is like practically crying!!! I was like sooooo was pretty funny. It just wasn't her typical response BUT...I guess I am a pretty SPECIAL case!!! ;)
Well, I don't ACTUALLY have my liscense yet, I still gotta take my papers over to MVD to show them and then I'll get it...BUT I PASSED!!! Soooooooo now there is ONLY ONE QUESTION left in my mind...

When I got to get my picture taken for my driver's license...

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Barbie proof!!!

Today, I was riding home with my brother from work and he had a radio talk show on. I think it was Mack and Gatos, or something like that. Anyhow, the topic of the discussion was Barbie dolls!!! LOL Aparently, one of these guys got their two-year-old neice a Barbie doll for her birthday, BUT, his neice's mom wasn't going to let the neice have it cause she didn't like Barbie dolls. She felt like they were bad for her daughter's self image because Barbie's have perfect figures and know flaws, etc... She doesn't want her daughter to grow up to be one of those girls that are so worried about her image she becomes anorexic or something.
I am glad that the mother is concerned about this matter...
I just wanna say...



Sunday, October 18, 2009

GIANT flower!!!

Some of the girls from my church and myself, kinda have a thing with NEW trends.
Our first reaction is to laugh at them and claim that we would NEVER!!!
BUT before long their we are..
DOING exactley what we said NEVER for!!!
I remember when it was the style to part your hair on one side...
I that that was sOoOoOoOoOo DUMB...
BUT ten years later I am STILL parting my hair on the side!!
I've done it all
the colored and patterned nylons.
The feathers.
The Neck scarves.
Mary Jane shoes.
I said that I would NEVER do that
Pull to the side that is puffed!!!
More recently, after WCC last year, us girls were making FUN!!!
There was some pretty fUnKy hair do's there.
I said I would NEVER where those big O flowers RIGHT in front of my head...
BUT I have AND they look CUTE!!! ;)
I said I would NEVER do the side roll thing...
It's just NOT me.
BUT I have
And it looks STUNNING!
(Thanks to Denae and Sheree!!! ;)
I even gave the side roll thing an OFFICIAL name...
At our church it is NOW known as ...
THE Sha-sha-sha


AND Everyone is ALWAYS like...


I thought you said you would NEVER!!!

I am like I KNOW, I KNOW, I KNOW!!!

But I happen to JUST love the way I am lookin with it!!!


BUT I recently went to PV mall.
Walked into the icing. (AN accessory store)

Saw this flower and BUSTED UP LAUGHING!!! I pulled out my camera and started taking pics.

The man that worked there was NOT happy with me!!!
YES, I did say man...LOL...I just couldn't help laughing at the flower!!!

I PROMISE I will NEVER wear this flower!!!
BUT !!!!
If for some reason I change my mind and you see me wearing it...
I give you permission RIGHT NOW...


Friday, October 16, 2009

Best friends!!!

Is she really?
"Jacqui says you guys are best friends,whispers the 5-year-old girl sitting next to me in a very gossipy tone. " But are you REALLY best friends, or does she just THINK you guys are best friends?" I laugh!
"Yes, really, we are!"
I have lotsa friends and Jac is one of my bestest!!!
Can't say we never have our moments, BUT when it comes down to it, we got each other back!!! I can't believe we have been friends for FIFTEEN years now! I remember the first time she walked into our church, she was 10 and I was 11. She was this scrawny, little thing with we J earings dangling from her ears. I remember making her pinky promise with me that she would be at church again the next week. She was also really quiet. Then I remember we all stayed in a room together at our church retreat in Prescott, and Jacqui started telling stories. I remember her bragging about her step-dad's secret recipe potato salad.
I just remember being SOOOOOOOO excited that she was talking SOOOOOO much....
HERE we are fifteen years later...
... AND she is STILL talking!!! :)
Luv ya Jac!

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Happy One week!!!

Today Jose is one week!!!
Its soooooooo weird cause I just looked at the time and it's the time he was born too!!!
It's been sOOOOOOOOO much fun havin a baby around!!!

Saturday, October 10, 2009

2009 Youth group pictures...

A group of us girls were all gathered around in the foyer after church one Sunday night. Now at our church there are some chairs and benches that everyone kinda hangs out around and when all the seats are filled we just sit on he floor and just chill. Usually deciding discussing where we are going to eat for like 45 minutes, which is totally POINTLESS because we ALWAYS end up at either McDonald's OR Peter Piper!(Gag!)
However, on this particular evening the subject of a new youth group picture came up, since we had not had one in two years. We were trying to get it all planned and figured out...the date...the colors...etc...
All of the sudden Bro. Davy WHO WAS EAVESDROPPING on our convo turns to me and says, youth group picture? We're like yeah... He turns to ME with a SMIRK and says, "SO what are YOU doing discussin the youth group picture...????" I am like what?! He says, "Its NOT like YOUR part of THE YOUTH GROUP!!!(As in cause i am TOO old)
My mouth was hangin open!!!
"EXCUSE ME!!!" I said, I MAY be 26 years old, but I am STILL single, with NO KIDS...THEREFORE, I AM STILL A PART OF THIS YOUTH GROUP!!! :P
Then what happened next put THE BIGGEST, SMUGGEST, goober smile on my face... Bro. Davy's YOUNGER sister, Denae, steps into the convo...
"A PART of the youth group?!?!?!?!" She exclaims, then her and Sheree look at each other and together in unison they say...
I wish I could say that I was HUMBLE about it but...

Here it is, youth group pic 2009
LPCY is going green! (HAHA)

The Girls...
Lookin...Mmm, Mmmm gOoOoOoOoOd!!!
"I am a woman, hear me purr!"

Dan, dan THE ladies man!!!
And all the guys wish they were Danny right now...
Envy is a terrible thing, but I can't say I blame them!! =)

I think the pic speaks for itself...

I love how Seth is KISSIN his muscles!!!

The expressions in some of these pics just speak for themselves!!!
No people are NOT ruinin the pic...just givin a TRUE representation of who they are!!!
LPC!!! Bump it!!! 480-!!! Woot, woot!!!

Friday, October 9, 2009

I could complain...

"God is soooooooo good to me, I was singing this song the other day, He is soooo good to me, God is soooooo good to me, I CAN'T complain!!! Then I got to thinking about it and I thought you know, actually, I could complain. I mean seriousley. There are quite a few things in my life that I would like to complain about right now.
Then something happened the other day at work that just really pushed me over the edge. I was SOOOO irritated. Just sooooooooooooo incredibly annoyed. On the outside I had managed maintain my calm, cool and collected attitude. However, on the inside I was boiling mad. I was so hot I am surprised they couldn't see steam seeping out of me. Of course there was nothing I could really do but keep my cool in silence.
Now I had made up my mind a while ago that I was not going to be one of those people that blogs all there problems for the world to see. I have a rule, it has to uplift, motivate, inspire, humor, enlighten or challenge one's mind. But after this I decided to break that decision. I was gonna blog about this irritation, mass email about it, twitter about it, text about it and maybe even get on my sister's facebook and facebook about it. I was ready to vent my extreme annoyance to anyone and everyone that would listen.
However, as I was sitting there, preparing to vent, God ran a simple little question through my mind...
"Why complain?"
" Huh?" I heard it again.
"Why complain?"
" Well, because I am like really irritated and..."
"...but why complain?"
"Well, uh, you see, I uh, the reason why is because, uh..."
Then another question...
"What is complaining going to do?"
I thought about this for a moment, I mean really thought about it, but came up with NOTHING. AND I knew that was the answer to the question, it would do NOTHING! Complaining was not going to do me any good. Nor was it going to do any of the people I was complaining to ANY good. When I realized this God asked me one more time...
"Why complain?"
"I said ok forget it, I think I just changed my mind!!!"

You know, its SOOO easy to complain. But really, WHY complain? Why be negative when you can be postive? Why bring another's spirit down, when you can help lift their spirit up? We all have those bad days, life isn't perfect, sometimes we're just gonna feel a little down. BUT why complain?

One of the best ways to get out of feeling down is by making someone else smile. There is a saying that says Happiness is like jam, you can't spread even a little, without getting some on yourself. I realized this the other day when I was upset. I went home from work and thought, hmmm....what should I do?! Really, I just felt like being a grouch. I went to the computer to check my email, perhaps I had recieved and enlightning email from a friend...Grrrr...nothing but junk mail. Well, I guess i'll blog. So I started writing something, it was just a silly, stupid blog, but it was funny. It made my friends laugh and you know what, making them laugh made me feel better.

Yeah, I still had the same problem, but I would have had the same problem if I had been complaining about it to. And by complaining about it to my friends I would have put that same frustration on them, instead I had caused them to laugh, which in turn made me smile also.

So why complain? Sometimes we just expect everyone to be our little venting station. We think that our family, spouse, friends, etc...were made for us to complain to about all of life's little problems. Then we can't understand why people don't want to talk to us and make excuses to get off the phone...the truth is simple, no one wants to hear about all OUR little problems.Yes it's okay to occasionally vent frustration. It's one thing to go to a friend and say that you have something that you really need to talk to them about. That you need their advice, prayer or just some's another thing to just complain...

"My husband just can't pick up after himself... No one at work appreciates me... the neighbor's next door need to mow their lawn... I deserve a brother ate the last of my favorite cerial... my wife always burns the toast AND her coffee is weak..." LOL Sometimes, I just wanna look at people and say, "I DON'T CARE!!!" I am not trying to be rude when I say this, I mean, we could all sit around and talk about our frustrations...but...WHY complain?!

I got to thinking about it a little bit more, the whole complaining thing. I realized that we would probabley get a lot further with resolving our problems, if we spent as much in prayer talking to God about our problems as we do complaining to everyone else about our problems. Think about it! =) Talk to God about your problems because He REALLY does care!

So the song runs through my mind just one more time. God is so good to me, He is so good to me. His spirit came to me and gave me the victory, God is soooo good to me I CAN'T complain... Well, actually, I still could, I mean, I am still single, I still wish I had more money, a car, a raise would be nice, I really want that one jacket, that ONE camera, and oh, oh,OH, irritating people are still everywhere...BUT...then I think about God's goodness...
I was raised in truth, I am surrounded by family, I have the Holy Ghost, I go to an awesome church, I have a pastor that watches out for my soul and isn't afraid to preach the truth, at least I HAVE A JOB, the bills are getting paid, I have tons of cute clothes, I have friends galore, I have good fellowship and the list goes on and on and on... Sing it one more time...God is so good to me, he is so good to me, God is so good to me, I'm NOT going to complain!!! =)
...whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. (Phil. 4:8)

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Arizona Weather rejects!!!

So Monday night, I step out of class at the bible college in between classes and sigh...the weather is absolutley, marvelousley, gloriousley, deliciousley WONDERFUL!!! After a LONG burning hot summer, Finally the weather is JUST RIGHT!!!! Then all of the sudden I hear it...
"Man it's chilly out tonight!" Then someone else, "I know, i should have brought a jacket...SHIVERS...but I just wasn't expecting it to be this cold."
Cold? Cold? Cold? COLD? COLD?!?! Did I REALLY just hear SOMEONE say it is cold out?!?! YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!!! This is NOT cold!!! This is NORMAL!!! Arizonans have NO concept of what COLD is!!! We are sooooooooo used to burning we don't even know anymore!!! I am just standing there like, HELLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOO...Do you not remember the weather only TWO WEEKS ago?!?! We were all standing here sweating and saying...MAN its HOT!!! I can't wait for the weather to cool down...Now it's "I'm Cold!!!" *Rollin my eyes!*

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Baby Joy!

Yesturday, was my day off so I got to spend most of the day at the hospital with Jose. My brother John came walking into the room, he looks and me and says, WHY are you ALL DOOTTED up?!?! I was like, uh Jose, DUH!!!"

I got to hold him so much and I just sat there with him sleepin in my arms... and he KEPT making me laugh. He just has ALL these funny facial expression that are sooooo CUTE!!! I was just sitting there, holding him and totally cracking up. My mom was like, "Why are you laughin?" I was like he is just SOOOOO ADORABLE!!!" When he raises his eybrows he gets crinkles on his forhead and it is just HILARIOUS!!! I just keep looking at him and smiling. Its amazing how one LITTLE life can bring SOOOO much joy!!!


He is sooooooo HANDSOME!!! Xoxoxoxoxo!! Get ready, cause ya all are gonna be hearing NONS-Stop about him!!! He needs a suit!!! Does anyone no where I can get a newborn suit?!?!
p.S. I LOVE him!!!


I keep forgetting to tell you that I posted your husband's story like a month ago!!! I was gonna email you the link to it BUT you said you haven't checked your email in like 2 months BUT you read my blog EVERY morning!!! HAHAHA!!! That really cracks me up!!! I know I can get in touch with you on MY BLOG!!! LOL So I thought that I would post the link to it here so that you can read it...we really need to do those pamplets for Sam too, so he can give them out to the guys at work...I bet your dad could do something really cool for him!

Monday, October 5, 2009

For the ladies!(But you men KNOW you'll still be reading it!!! HAHAHA!!! ;)

The Ladies of Legacy class was SOOOOOOOOOOO good tonight!!!
After class, with the girls I said DUDE!!!
I felt conviction in my heart TONIGHT!!!!
Here I am, thinking I am SOOOO wonderful, and I am, (Hee, hee) but MAN,
I got SOOOO much room for improvement!!! SERIOUSLEY!!! LOL
God ALWAYS knows how to take down our ego, just a notch or too!!!
Isn't it amazing how when we think got it all just right, God shows us a MILLION things we need to change!?!?! It's kinda like that in writing, I mean you can be a GOOD writer, but through instruction by those that know more you can become an even better writer...You can be a GOOD woman, but by instruction from woman that know more you can become an even better woman.
*REMEMBER*There is ALWAYS room for improvement AND there is ALWAYS someone that knows more!!! :)

"The fact that I am a woman does not make me a different kind of christian, But the fact that I am a christian does make me a different kind of woman."

— Elisabeth Elliot

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Proud Aunt!!!

Just call me Aunt Mary!!!
Please!!! ;0)
Kinda, sorta, like...

Welcome Joseph Caleb Ginty!!!

Little Mr. Good lookin!!! ;)

Joseph Caleb Ginty is here!!!

Joe getting ready...HAHAHA!!!

Mom getting him dressed...LOL

MJ looking at him!

Mom tellin Joe to be careful..."Watch his head!"
Joe just gave her A LOOK!!! LOL

Proud GRANDMA!!!

Little Momma...

Proud Auntie...
I brushed my hair JUST for him!!!
When Joe said we could go see him I grabbed my brush...
The boys were like WHY are you brushing your hair?!?!?
I said, CAUSE, I wanna look GOOD for Jose!!! =)
They INFORMED me that Jose DID NOT CARE!!!
Smothering him with kisses!!!

Theresa is FINALLY an Aunt!!!

John and Abe were scared to hold him at the moment!!!

Tons of black hair, almond shaped eyes, plump little lips...
He is SOOOOO HANDSOME! Or Gwappo!!! (Tagolog, not sure of the sp?)

I was like OMW he has such long eyelashes
and Joe was like all proud, "I wonder where he got THOSE from!!!"
So funny the ONE thing that is for sure from his daddy is his long eyelashes!!!

I LOVE this last picture!!!


My nephew is about to be born!!!!
I am soooooooooooooooooo EXCITED!!!!
I am gonna be the best aunt in the world!!! Oh wait I already am!!!

Off to the hospital!!!!

Friday, October 2, 2009


I am totally laughing at this comment someone left for me on my post below, Thank God for Clearance...CHECK IT OUT!!!

Why would you tell people you went to Lane Bryant? That's disgusting because you're big, fat and ugly.

Okaaaaaaaaaaaay!!! What's wrong with shopping at Lane Bryant?! That happens to be where I sometimes shop, WHY should I be ashamed of that?!?! Yes, they sell clothes for BIG girls, which I just happen to be, as you soooooooooo kindly pointed out to me!!! Its kinda funny cause when I was writing the post I actually thought to myself Ya know maybe I SHOULDN'T say that I shop at Lane Bryant cause EVERYONE knows that thats the BIG woman's store...Then I was like wait...I AM BIG and I DO SHOP there and I mean its not like I can really hide my size...

I think your exact words were big, fat AND ugly. Let me clarify one thing for you whoever you are, I may be big, I may be fat, (Although I do prefer fluffy, its such a more enjoyable word to me) but I do not and have never considered myself to be ugly. I am sorry if YOU feel that way, but when I look in the mirror I can't help but see beauty. Not wanting to sound conceited, just truthful! =)

And just in case you were wondering, I am working on losing weight and have been for quite some time. I have struggled with my weight for most of my life but by the help of God I am slowley but surley making changes for the better. I have come a long ways BUT still have a long ways to go. I have very good self esteem, I know that I NEED to work on my weight, however I also already know that I am beautiful. It really doesn't matter what you say, although I do ENJOY compliments, no matter I know what I see when I look in the mirror!!!

Btw-I went to my friend's baby shower tonight and I wore one of my NEW $6.99 shirt's from LANE BRYANT and I got soooooooo many compliments on it...gotta say I kinda like thought I was looking pretty adorable myself...Ooooooooooooooo...wanna see it?!?!?

Like it?!?! ;)